mum says she’ll book me in to see a doctor for the following reasons: My shoulders and hips pop out of place and back in, causing real bad pain. My joints bend unnaturally. I’m constantly exhausted, regardless of how much sleep I get. Every bone cracks. All of them. Sometimes this hurts too. Everything always aches. Somedays it’s worse than others. I get dizzy and headachey at random times with no discernible reason. My wrists ache badly when i sneeze and we don’t know why the heck that happens. And if you tap the back of my head, it feels like a section at the front of my skull is sort of not connected? i don’t really know how to explain it? it’s kind of tingly and wrong.
so yeah, maybe I’ll be fixed soon lmao let’s hope for the best.
For those of you who haven’t seen, there’s a Suede mockumentary ‘The Insatiables’ floating around YouTube in which some of the lyrics for ‘Animal Nitrate’ are replaced with “gay penis bum”. Apparently the band have seen this and Brett decided to actually sing it at their gig in Dublin
wowowow why do i feel like im missing something? and not in the ‘i’ve misplaced a pen’ kind of way, but in the ‘im empty inside’ kind of way? i was fine earlier what is this are are these night thoughts? did i just make a suede joke? uh yeah but also i feel like fading out of exsitence so i don’t have to feel anything.