hey i have good (ish?) news

mum says she’ll book me in to see a doctor for the following reasons:
My shoulders and hips pop out of place and back in, causing real bad pain.
My joints bend unnaturally.
I’m constantly exhausted, regardless of how much sleep I get.
Every bone cracks. All of them. Sometimes this hurts too.
Everything always aches. Somedays it’s worse than others.
I get dizzy and headachey at random times with no discernible reason.
My wrists ache badly when i sneeze and we don’t know why the heck that happens.
And if you tap the back of my head, it feels like a section at the front of my skull is sort of not connected? i don’t really know how to explain it? it’s kind of tingly and wrong.

so yeah, maybe I’ll be fixed soon lmao
let’s hope for the best.

wowowow why do i feel like im missing something?
and not in the ‘i’ve misplaced a pen’ kind of way, but in the ‘im empty inside’ kind of way?
i was fine earlier what is this
are
are these night thoughts?
did i just make a suede joke?
uh yeah
but also i feel like fading out of exsitence so i don’t have to feel anything.

im also knackered and achey.

aldyyne:

That moment in your life…

When your parent finds all your gay fan arts and says something like:

,,AWWWW, It’s so cute! Who’s that?“

my mom literally did this when she saw a brotzly thing i posted on instagram and i s2g i died a little more that day