wowowow why do i feel like im missing something?
and not in the ‘i’ve misplaced a pen’ kind of way, but in the ‘im empty inside’ kind of way?
i was fine earlier what is this
are
are these night thoughts?
did i just make a suede joke?
uh yeah
but also i feel like fading out of exsitence so i don’t have to feel anything.
im also knackered and achey.
wow why can’t i focus on my work for more than a goddAMN MINUTE
this needs to be in tomorrow and i just keep
not doing it
like
i’ll be on the fuckin document and i’ll just zone out and i don’t know where my brain even goes man, like what am i doing.
OR I’ll end up scrolling through facebook or tumblr or even my goddamn emails, like what am i looking for. none of this is relevant. what am i doing
goddamn
things hurt
i havent done anything to make things hurt, but they hurt.
my knee hurts
my wrist hurts
my hip hurts
my eyes hurt
and my ankle hurts intermitently.
why do things hurt
it sucks
Modern Life is Rubbish 